i dont wanna meet anymore online people anymore.

He was ugly, had bad breath and... boring. We watched a movie together. I saw A on the way. A made me realised what i was doing. I felt like telling that guy that i wanted to go out with A and that i didnt like him at all. but, you know, im too nice to reject anyone. I was so afraid that A would suspect something. I felt sick, so sick. im not good at rejecting. i need to change. i didnt have to do anything at his house. he blew me, thats all. i just wanted to leave.